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[rilah]

so jeckles, are you gonna post up the show from last thursday? i've been refreshing for DAYS!

[jeckles]

rilah, on May 1 2006, 11:01 AM, said:

so jeckles, are you gonna post up the show from last thursday? i've been refreshing for DAYS!

Umm.

Yea.

I'll get right on that. Hopefully tonight. (Sorry)

[Chad]

Damn right you're sorry. You do that shit!! Yes you do!!

(don't mind me, I had a fucked up night man)

[rilah]

Defiant, on May 1 2006, 03:32 PM, said:

(don't mind me, I had a fucked up night man)

hey me, too! was it cuz a fetus was kicking you in the asshole? cuz that's a shitty night, believe you me.

[Chad]

Noo ... but you might have beat there. I had just a fucked up dream. But it's been the same dream every night, and last night was the 4th night in a row I've had it ...

[rilah]

Defiant, on May 1 2006, 05:54 PM, said:

Noo ... but you might have beat there. I had just a fucked up dream. But it's been the same dream every night, and last night was the 4th night in a row I've had it ...

well, watch waking life and then practice lucid dreaming. and then you can kick the dream's ass, instead of vice versa.

or take some nyquil.

[Chad]

Its weird because the people in the dream, who arent in my life anymore, are always talking to me about me life and what I have going on now, like they're trying to tell me something. And it's the 4th night in a row. I don't get rattled easily but this shit is starting to freak me out

[rilah]

are you sure that your subconcious is not just telling you that you've left the coffee pot on or the water dripping in the bathtub? again i say - take some nyquil. that shit 'fucks you up like percocet' and you'll ne'er after taking it.

[Chad]

I take unisom. Well actually I had been taking unisom until last week. Nyquil does what you say my friend, fucks me up. So much that makes me groggy (sp?) allllll the next day. And for some odd reason, no matter how much or how little I take it will knock me out for 4-6hours, no more, no less.

I stopped taking the sleeping pilss because I finally got to a normal sleep schedule. When I stopped is when this dream started. You don't happen to have a dream recorder layin around do you? I'll record it and play it for you and you tell me what you think.

[Deb]

I had fucked up dreams where people I love were killing themselves and I was locked in a house and couldn't do anything to save or stop them.

I don't think I'll be closing my eyes again anytime soon.

[Chad]

I've been having a dream every night about a person from my past, the details of the dream are different everytime, but in each dream this person is talking to me, and every night it seemd like we pick up where the conversation left off. She's talking to me about my life and what I'm doing, where I'm going, what I should be doing. And it is really starting to mess with me. I'm getting advice from someone who was only in my life for a few months and who I spoken to in over half a year.

In one dream we were at some fair, then at some swingers house, then an arcade. In another dream we were at a hotel/dorm and I was working at a job 45 minutes a day. The place I was living at changed through out the dream, just a little bit though. In another dream we were at a cottage in the middle of the woods and I was driving her away, going home maybe. Then I turn around and take her back and another old friend who I havent seen in ages was there. She kept talking to me, but then the Convenant attacked the house and we were forced to hide in some garage that wasn't there earlier in the dream. We were hiding as they were surounding us and looking into the windows for us, she sat in front of me and said some things ... things that stuck with me long after I woke up ...

[jeckles]

Show Uploaded.

The task given in this show is canceled.

I'm a dumbass.

[rilah]

Defiant, on May 1 2006, 10:26 PM, said:

I've been having a dream every night about a person from my past, the details of the dream are different everytime, but in each dream this person is talking to me, and every night it seemd like we pick up where the conversation left off. She's talking to me about my life and what I'm doing, where I'm going, what I should be doing. And it is really starting to mess with me. I'm getting advice from someone who was only in my life for a few months and who I spoken to in over half a year.

did these people have anything in common, like symbolically, for you in life? like, were they both supportive, maternal-like figures? or people who you were in relationships with, who had common complaints?

the thing with dreams is that, in a non-freudian sense, the characters will generally all symbolize something for you. and if different people are saying similar things, there's usually a common thread with how you view(ed) them in your waking life.

as for them talking to you about where you're going, how you're living, etc., as i'm sure anyone can tell you, it's really just a different way for your subconcious to tell you something. and for your mind to clean itself out, for the next day ahead. so, for example, if they're both saying that you've left your dirty socks lying around until they were bare, unwearable threads, then that could be viewed as your mind telling you that you've procrastinated and need to get a move on, before an opportunity is lost - which would be something that you might have been hanging onto at the edge of your brain and possibly pushing away.

enough psycho babble for ya?

[Chad]

Oh I don't think what you've said is "babble" I've rather enjoyed venting and talking with you about it. Glory of the internet, and alot of time on my hands.

I actually emailed the one person who has been talking to me in my dreams, and today she responded. ANd last night was no different, she was in it talking to me, but last night was the first night I had troublw remembering my dream. I haven't spoken to her in ...christ almost 8 or 9 months. So I bet she was surprised to here from me. I didn't mention the dreams, because that would be a pretty fucking akward way to open a conversation to someone you havent seen in a long while.

I am trying to so what you said and try to sift through what was saidin my dream and try to make a connection to whats going on in my life now, which I can do for alot of it. What I'm really having trouble doing is putting together why the hell this girl is theone talking to me and saying all this shit. I am very happy and very VERY content with my girlfriend now, and the girl in my dream is an ex of mine. We were never real serious though, we dated a few times, hung out for a while. But we did part on a real sour note, had a pretty nasty fight and that was it. I always looked at what we had as a failed attempt, something that had alot of potential and maybe I blew it. But then I met my current girlfriend who I am very much in love with and completely happy with. SO I dunno. Maybe I should just get some sleep. Maybe she'll tell me tonight why the hell it's her in my dream talking to me

[rilah]

Defiant, on May 3 2006, 06:15 AM, said:

Maybe she'll tell me tonight why the hell it's her in my dream talking to me

try to think as you're going to sleep, about asking her. some of the time, it will get into your mind while you're sleeping, so you might just find out - lucid dreaming is waaay more fun than trying to fit random puzzle pieces together!

[Chad]

Well now that I actually started talking with her she wasn't in my dream last night. I give up.

But ya know, there's only been one instance where I realized I was dreaming while in my dream, it was fucking cool. You can do this Rilah?

[rilah]

Defiant, on May 3 2006, 05:40 PM, said:

But ya know, there's only been one instance where I realized I was dreaming while in my dream, it was fucking cool. You can do this Rilah?

i can. i took psych in college and we had a interesting assignment once that involved perception - ie. waking dreams, state-dependant memory and shit. basically, we were given this brain teaser/riddle and we had to try to solve it, using info we'd learned both inside and outside of class. i read up on some lucid dreaming techiniques and BAM, i knew what was going on, when it was going on.

the only times that i really can't exercise it is when i'm heavily medicated - but i haven't been for awhile, answering the question "why is my shitty blog so damn depressing all the time?" but when i was, i used to walk around alot and have crazy ass conversations while sleeping, so i think it's definately a safer thing!

[heide137]

I wish this dream chatter had been posted in the weird nightmare thread. Oh well.

[YummY!]

heide137, on May 4 2006, 11:58 AM, said:

I wish this dream chatter had been posted in the weird nightmare thread. Oh well.

Thats the sad thing about conversations. Sometimes they wander off into different tangets. Like, in real life, it would be so much simpler if any talk of food remained in the kitchen only, but it doesn't. -sigh- Things should be better organized.

(Just in case you coudlnt' tell, I'm being silly of course.)

[rilah]

YummY!, on May 4 2006, 04:08 PM, said:

Thats the sad thing about conversations. Sometimes they wander off into different tangets. Like, in real life, it would be so much simpler if any talk of food remained in the kitchen only, but it doesn't. -sigh- Things should be better organized.

(Just in case you coudlnt' tell, I'm being silly of course.)

i heard mention of food. where is it? who's cooking? (hell hath no fury like a pregnant woman's hunger)

Edited by rilah, 04 May 2006 - 05:00 PM.